its been a decent amount of time since my last post and there has been quite a bit that has happened since then. one of the more significant experiences i went through since my last blog post was a cross country trip i went on through the 2022-2023 winter months. today, i begin to explain in detail what happened on this trip by posting an introduction to my project “PARANORMALinSANITY: a cross-country journey into the paranormal world.” this project started in september of 2022 when i was called to help a friend of mine in the southwestern part of the country by doing some advanced healing work on them. over time i decided to add various stops around the country to work with and develop my psychic senses, as well as to work on understanding and documenting the multi-dimensional life that exists out there in our great universe. i spent three and a half months putting together this trip. since 2020, i have been researching technology, as well as, various techniques and processes that are helpful in this type of research. i have been also been collecting various types of equipment used in the documentation of the paranormal.
my road companion on this trip was my feline friend "the captain fantastic." she is a prescribed emotional support animal that came into my life in april of 2021 as an 8 week old kitten. the move to seek out an emotional support animal came as a response to the significant problems i was having with being a gay, unvaccinated, dual-diagnosis paranoid schizophrenic and addict in recovery in new york city. i was dealing with intense and severe loneliness, major depression and isolation that was exacerbated when about 98% of all the people in my life (family, friends and otherwise) ghosted me for being an "unvaccinated conspiracy theorist." it didn't help either to be turned away by mental health professionals during this time because of my vaccination status. raising and caring for the captain fantastic has helped me manage my depression and feelings of loneliness and isolation in unmeasurably positive ways. she continues to serve as an incredible motivation for me to keep moving along the path of my recovery (6 years and counting) from roughly a decade of intravenous meth use. i would not be alive today without the part she plays in my life. having been prescribed an emotional support animal has been by far the most important and vital contribution western medicine has offered me to date in regards to my mental health diagnoses. i do wonder if she will be the closest thing to a child i will have. she is my everything.
during this cross country adventure, the captain fantastic and i went through 20 states, 2 countries, and traveled a total of 12,002.9 miles from our front door to our front door. we were gone a total of 3 months and 4 days, exactly one full month longer than i planned. i originally had 17 investigations planned, but because of the multi-dimensional life we encountered along the way, we had to take some extra time (exactly one month) to adjust accordingly and ended up completing 15 total investigations. against all odds, we both made it home safe and sound! this adventure was full of pretty much everything you would expect from a paranormal adventure as well as many things one would not expect! traveling cross country through the darkest part of the winter came with its own unique set of challenges as well.
the captain and i made it through a blizzard that shut down all of the major east/west traffic through the colorado rocky mountains. this was certainly the worst weather i have personally ever encountered on the road. we dealt with subzero temperatures at skinwalker ranch, we encountered a lot more snow, rain, wind and ice throughout the duration of the cross-country trip as well as some very cranky ET races, many multi-dimensional low-vibrational parasitic entities, tons of ghosts and a plethora of different types of human beings and places, all with something to offer. the captain fantastic and i endured a very powerful attack during our time in oklahoma that left her missing for over as month. this was, by far, the most difficult part of our trip as well as the most difficult thing i have encountered to date in the entirety of my life during this current incarnation.
i started this trip thinking that i had a very good understanding of the true nature of reality only to come to the conclusion that i was extremely under prepared for this trip, even with the 6 years of study, research, training and prepping as i learned to work in this vein. this trip pushed me in ways i did not know i could be pushed and was an incredible experience that was also inspiring, painful, frustrating, a test in patience, and so many other things that will take a great deal of effort to describe. after all was said and done, i feel i have grown from the collective experiences of this trip and i certainly see and perceive the world around me in a completely different way than i did before i left. i managed to grow and evolve in ways i was not expecting. coming back to new york after everything is said and done, i have come to find that i'm much better off now (all things considered #endoftheworldasweknewit) than i ever have been before in this life.
i learned some time ago that cognitive dissonance is a very real problem during these difficult and turbulent times as most americans are still unable to open their minds enough to question their realities. it can be very overwhelming to question our reality, especially on top of the typically full plate of other issues we are all juggling right now. irrefutable proof of extraterrestrial life and paranormal activity exists all over the internet. if that is what you are looking for there is plenty to find out there. this project is not an exercise in documenting irrefutable proof of the paranormal. instead, this project is geared towards helping people who are going through their own processes of awakening and who have opened their minds enough to accept new possibilities and explanations. i aim to help others understand what they are going through and what exists in our collective realities and how that relates to the individual process of awakening we will all go through as we continue to move further into the dawn of the age of aquarius, also known as “the golden age.” i take a fine art approach to the presentation of evidence i have gathered as i have 7 years of college under my belt training as a fine artist. over the next few months i will be continuing to post here on my blog.
i started this process by posting on instagram, however with the tight restrictions in the amount and quality of information that i can post on instagram, i'm finding it hard to deliver the incredible amount of data and experience that i want to deliver to you fine individuals. i am also having a difficult time dealing with the extremely toxic nature of social media at this current moment in history and i desire to take a step back from dealing with the censorship, trolls, politics, brainwashing and programming epidemics prevalent all across the international social media platforms right now. i do hope this post finds all of you as well as can be. i suppose i will leave you all with these parting questions. i will be curious to find out what your responses are!
how can one define the concept of “sanity?”
what does it mean for one to be “insane?”
how does this compare to the socially accepted definition of “insanity?”
just because something challenges the current social understanding of our reality, does that make it “crazy” or “insane?"
have there been instances throughout history where it was “insane” to challenge the social understandings and “norms” of the time?
are these instances still considered “crazy” or “insane?"
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